I don't know what to do anymore.

Hi,

I'm new to posting on here...but i sent this message to my ghoster & still haven't heard a thing. Was this the wrong thing to do?

"Dear --,

To be ghosted for nearly 6 months, I didn't think you'd treat me like that 😔 Checking everyday, hoping for even a thumbs up, clinging on. It's broken me and I can't keep holding it all in.
I don't want to be in a world where I think about one person everyday that has moved on and doesn't even speak. I'm a shell of myself.

The worry for your health, not knowing if you were okay, battling wanting someone to mention hearing from you, but also fearing your name for how sad I felt....it's draining.

I didn't even get a goodbye message. I don't know if that was intended or not, it's so sad either way.

I do hope you are happy and healthy, that you are feeling a lot better & have the medical help you need.

This relationship means the world to me, most importantly you do. I still hope one day you'll want to talk to me, as pathetic as that makes me, I don't care. I have tried to walk away, but I'm not you, I can't do it.

I'm here, baring all, hoping for something."

I miss my best friend, I wish I could turn back time.

I am clinging onto a time that won't happen again, and I'm just torturing myself.

What do I do?