Losing control

I’ve hit a rough patch. Been lonely just wanting to give up. I have in someways.

I haven’t been taking good care of myself. I let my room become a huge mess, i haven’t been eating enough. Isolating even though im lonely. My sleeping schedule is horrible.

I had a long long day, I was all over the town driving taking care of my friends cat and trying to get out the house instead of rotting all day at home.

I feel like i should be exhausted and I am but I just can’t stop my brain rn.

It’s already 5am i know people tend to stay up later when they feel lacking of control in their lives.