I think I need a exorcist

Symptoms

My minds voice keeps randomly swearing and having blasphemy saying stuff like f god he is fake and it keeps repeating it over and over.

I keep having thoughts of suicide.

When I was a little kid I had a belief that anyone who wronged me deserved death or suffering. I have illogical hatred towards others I don’t know. Compulsive behaviours that feel out of my control like wanting to watch porn constantly. Repetitive behaviours that cause self sabotage. Overwhelming negative emotion and resentment in the presence of Christians. Dreams about sex and drugs.

Random short spouts of talking gibberish that I can’t help

Other symptoms I have:

Hostility towards deliverance ministry

Intrusive thoughts.

Hearing demonic voices as a kid seeing shadow people in the corner of my eyes.

Violent angry outbursts

Suicide attempts and suicidal ideation

Constant nightmares and wet dreams

Intense desire for defiled things such as pornography etc

Paranormal activity

I am Catholic, how do I go about telling a priest? I am also certain that I have demons and need an exorcism How would I go about this, I Hope people believe me