[F20] surely your instincts are stronger than your addiction to edging?

Your instincts never lead you astray~ porn can’t corrupt, it can only influence and you’re strong enough to resist her call, right?

At the end of the day all you have left is your instincts, surely you haven’t been so corrupted as to let porn influence that too…?

Anytime you try to stand up for yourself, your cock does the thinking for you instead, a gentle suggestion or a powerful throb reminding you of what you could be doing instead of abstaining.

You start this pattern of edging and gooning because it gave an edge to your usual habit of jerking off. Maybe you don’t remember when you discovered it initially, but it’s been so long you can’t remember what it’s like without it.

You told yourself this ‘addiction’ would never be permanent and that all it did was make that pleasure feel more immersive if you imagined it was actually inescapable.

Those urges that were initially a play into an online fantasy are now a very tangible need to resist porns call to pleasure. You’re stuck in an irreversible loop of resistance and relapse.

Porn doesn’t mislead or tempt, you do that perfectly all by yourself by letting pleasure soak the only self preservation instincts you have left! Any form is resistance is just feeds into this fetish you’ve made for yourself 💜

New triggers are discovered by your covert attempts to deny yourself, whether its censors, clothed ‘sfw’ gifs, BBC, feet, cosplay, anything that can’t be sieved through social media’s algorithm ‘somehow’ finds its way onto your tailored home pages, and you’re helpless to stop it!!!

Did you really think getting off to addiction would spare you from getting addicted yourself? Silly boy~