Reality meri

just gave chemistry boards easy tha tbh par i messed up mcqs 5 wrong i wanted ki kaise bhi 95%+ hojaye toh physucs ka bhi cover ho jayega ( it went bad ) guess what?/i fucked up silly questions galti ek me batana tha about sm emf of cell kaise inc ya decrease karega and i thought its rate law type toh i did uske according , ek aur ques tha manganate ion wala nd all ghar aake i checked 13-14 total kat rhe baaki sahi honge maybe

exam se phle teacher came centre ke bahar to meet students she said merese tum ready ho 100/100 ke liye i said yes mam and pair chua then paper diya jabse ghar aaya bro tabse im feeling ive disappointed everyone ghar aake mam ne pucha message karke kaisa gya i told her ye sab she just said 'ohh' maybe broke her trust too? she expected me ki ye ache marks laayega har bar lata and guess what? i couldnt jabse ghar aaya tabae ive been feeling sad physics me bhi i messed up and sabse bura lagta teachers ko disappoint karna ghar walo ko disappoint karna...ik boards ke marks se koi college wagera ni milna its just small exam par it matters bhai it shows what u did pure saal literally jabse aaya tabse my eyes are teary ghar walo ko.kya bolunga?? they are expecting me to come on leaderboard this year too but ghanta me looser hu bhai looser i feel soo left out , jeevan me na koi acha dost bana paya ki sab bata du usko rr karlu uske saamne na koi behen ki i feel behne samajh leti hai sab apne chote bhai ke baare me i wish i had , ladko me nahi hota bada bhai hai he can't express bhale hi kitna bhi soche mere baare me sed AND ONE MORE THING I MADE VIDEO KAL RAAT KI THIS IS ME AFTER SCORING 95+ MARKS IN CHEMISTRY exam before giving exam and now what?/kisko mu dikhau me e kya karu ?? jee mains ghanta hoga merese 11,12>boards ki taiyari ki wo ho na paya jee mains hoga