Need suggestion books like punishment and crime

Hey guys am 19M I want some of the books like punishment and crime or books like having emotional impact on me who will force me to think deeply, which will force me to question, which will help me to grow my mind towards females ( mostly females) for understanding them for understanding their nature. Also if you can suggest any good fiction written by female author please it will help me a lot .

Note - not books liked dark romance etc, or manipulation etc I need good books meaningful or any other then dark Romance.

Thanks