I miss her

I can’t believe how suddenly and quickly my mom died. I can’t even say that word. I think about her literally everyday. I just can’t believe this is life now. Almost a year next month. I still cry like it happened yesterday. I’m still in disbelief that someone could leave so quickly no warning and be gone out into another world in an instant. I hope she’s around. I miss her so much. She was the only person I really talked to. I miss being in her presence. I can’t find her anywhere. This is such a lonely place.