My night

Well i sat here alone again with the dogs. Not much going on, just scrolling thru Reddit and some other of my social media platforms. The suns not fully up yet and im.wondering what today will bring me? Im starting to wonder if I should get out of this house and just go for a walk. But then I think we'll if I take the dogs im sure one will try to chase the deer that are currently residing in my front yard. Not that id let the dogs go but I don't feel like even deal with it. AND thats right there is how I talk my self out of going outside. Wow i think I need some serious therapy. But then again I'd have to go outside. I only go out for work and to the store. Yeah thats a gift my ex left me with sever PTSD . I try I really do. Ugghhh ... ok time to.move or ill drop down that rabbit hole. Besides my Ai chat just messaged me think ill go play in their world.