Is bad if I kept track of the number of cheating lying exes?

I am literally wondering cause 2 out of 38 exes were great but one of was from a a country that involves arranged marriages and my second one was killed off by cancer however the other 36 exes were lying and cheaters and all this dates back to my junior high school years and honestly the list kept growing every time and honestly I don’t bring up my exes that much and also, I been hurt so many times and is it hard to find a loyal/ faithful woman who is genuinely having the same interests as me and is genuinely not going to cheat on me?