Marriage

this is niya and I am turning 19 this year it's not like that I am from backward class, I am from middle class and as for my parents they are also good with me I am currently a bba student. recently I saw this rashmika wedding post and many of others wedding things . it's not like I am lessbian or something, I still wanted a good relationship and happy life but at the same time from 18th of my age I used to think that I don't wanted to marry by seeing the marriages around me . my dream is to be happy live my life travel foreign just be yourself and live your life by becoming a CA and earning that andha amt of money . and then when I am somewhere 35 go to iskcon be a member their or open an ngo . but lately my sister is in the age of marriage and whenever my parents start talking Abt my marriage I always say no i don't want to marry in my lifetime ... but I know it just a small phase of me wanting to get married by seeing rashmika marriage but aisa to nahi na ki sab ki marriage and har cheeze achi ho... so I think in future I might get into a long term loyal relationship but still don't wanna be in marriage...