I can't fucking live like this. I absolutely refuse

I'm living with my grandfather and uncle right now, and, it's their house so they "set the rules." That's mostly fine, but, they have a very weird way about food. There's many days where we only eat once. I'm not allowed to make my own food, cause I'm not allowed to use the kitchen. Trying to wasn't worth the effort/hours long argument that would come from it. I'm beginning to think maybe it is worth that.

These past few weeks, I've been getting headaches almost everyday and I'm fairly certain it's from hypoglycemia. Low blood sugar. I'm not diabetic (as far as I'm aware) but eating as little as I have been could easily cause that. I refuse to live everyday with massive pain and vision issues from headaches, I fucking refuse.

If they want to fight me on that then I'm just going to have to leave, which would probably be for the best anyway because I'd know they don't actually give a fuck about me at that point if they'd rather force me to live like this than give an inch.

It's not like we don't have enough food either. In fact many times the fridge/freezers are too full. They just are fucking neurotic about it, especially my uncle.