I feel so depressed, seems like no-one likes me.

These days I feel like people are only using me when they want some help, they come and at other times they disappear when i need them the most. I even feel avoided with the ones i never thought i would be. I just don't feel like living. No one loves me , noone cares what i do . I feel like crying everytime but I can't because i am far from home at my relatives house living with them for studies.

Please drop some geniune advice, I can't suffer anymore. I laugh at uni with friends but that's all fake and only lasts till i am not alone. Once i am back home i feel so alone even with people, i feel like i am a burden on everyone.