Is it weird ba na ganto yung feelings ko after taking feb pnle?

like I said in caption weird ba yung feelings ko na parang wala na ko na raramdaman or wala pang kaba/not overthinking what happened yesterday and ang iniisip ko nalang pano ko maghahanap ng work after passing pnle (eventho kakatapos lang kahapon), unlike my friends na super kabado na and inooverthink na nila yung nangyari kahapon 😭