I realized I'm no one's first choice or favorite

So I've decided I'm going to be my own first choice! I'm starting to set boundaries, and stop harmful activities. I set up appointments that I've neglected for years, aka eye doctor and my dentist. I need to take care of myself first and foremost, I want to be happy, partake in activities I love and just become who I want to be. I know I'll never be free of my mental illnesses, but I'll be damned if I won't try to do what I can despite handicaps. Wish me luck!