Which drugs have caused you the most harm?

For me, it’s benzodiazepines and alcohol, and it’s even worse when you mix them. I stopped trying to combine them because every time I completely lose control. I got beaten up because of benzos and alcohol, I got robbed and ended up getting arrested by the police, and I also almost killed myself.

I quit alcohol but not benzodiazepines, and I’m still anxious about the possibility of losing control again with benzos.