I feel like I’m wasting my high school years.

It’s been a year and a half since I joined high school and I litterally have no friends. I everytime I tried to socialize and Joining groups i always felt not included or ended up getting hurt when I join them, so I rather to be alone than feeling disrespected. Everyone are trying new things and drink and partying and im litterally everyday at home not doing anything im not particularly sad about having no friends I kind of accepted it but I feel like I miss a lot of things every teenager does.