I really am losing myself.. fuck

I feel so unsure of my life right now.

I'm 34 and I scoop ice cream for a living and I chose this job because I thought it would be easy but no .. white people are the most evil son of a bitches who come in here and are really mean. my background is in management and business.. and I worked a corporate job and decided to come to the parlor to de-stress and all I've been doing now is stressing and I honestly just wanna cry really badly. I'm not even in the position to quit.. I have no savings... I am literally at rock bottom and I just feel like I'll never be successful and this is all I'll ever do.. I fail at every job and idk.. I just cant catch a damn break!

idk any advice would be nice...