Lost and looking for help [Discussion]

I have been battling with drinking for the past 2 years. So much so my wife has asked me to leave our house for a while. There isn’t any violence or issues like that. It just I drink black out and can’t seem to be sober. I made it for a while then fell back into it.

The world is so dark and I’m just looking for some positive things, wins, or stories to help keep me motivated.

I want to make it for me and earn my marriage back.