I'm so fed up

It's not just the IBS, it's PMDD and perimenopause and endometriosis and ADHD and anxiety and depression. Damn it all to hell. I might just start eating the exact same thing every day and just stop trying to reintroduce, like fuck me for not realizing butternut squash is unsafe even though spaghetti squash is ok, while trying to reintroduce onions. I guess I have to be much more careful and search every single thing on Monash, no exceptions. It's so much cognitive load I don't even want to bother sometimes. My relatives and friends are trying to figure out what kind of food we can eat together I wish they would just accept the answer is nothing. Just leave me and my tofu and corn chips alone in peace so I can have some kind of relief from all of this.

End rant.