Looking for music 🙈 (2.5 minute narrative Christmas dramedy short)

I recently finished editing my 2.5 minute narrative video that I made on my cell phone for practice :)

I have listened to countless tracks available for download, but none of them fit the Edward Scissorhands-esque Christmas Melodrama music vibe I am going for😰

Should I try to find a composer? I see people advertise their services here all the time, but I am a low budget amateur, so idk if I am ready to do business with a composer. What does something like that normally cost?

Are there any underrated sites to find Gothic Fairytale-Christmas-Edward-Scissorhands type music? I spent hours searching YouTube, Pixabay, Motion Array, Epidemic Sound, Adobe, Soundstripe, and Artlist.io. , but none of the options feel right to me.

P.S. generative AI is for LOSERS with no imagination, so please do not recommend any generative AI songs/products/solutions!!!!! I would rather have a silent film than a TAINTED AI film, because I keep it REAL and I have HONOR!!!!!!!