How much is a SOUL worth? I'll sell mine to finally find some ACTIVE mods 😩

Seriously though, I cant find ANYONE with this damn mod. been servers hopping for weeks and I've found all the other mods I've been looking for, 5 of each in fact, but ive found only 2 active mods and im boutta go feral out here 💀 how yall even get these? lmao