Just feeling disappointed

I had made it 245 days seizure free, since I started lamotrigine. Had a breakthrough seizure today on my way to work, hit the back of my head. Felt random too? I just all of a sudden had tunnel vision and then boom.

Sitting in the hospital now just feeling so heartbroken. I’d never gone this long seizure-free before in my life. Was getting exciting about getting my drivers license after a year too.

It just hurts when you felt accomplished for so long and then this happens.