Relapsed after 13 days..

Really could use some words of encouragement. I was doing so good and my sleep started to get better, I was working out daily and doing little normal things every day and finally starting to feel pretty positive about my self and that I was really going to stick it through.

Been couped up in the house for like damn near a month and finally got out yesterday with my partner had a good time. Didn’t even have a drink while we were out for those few hours. (Drinking not the big issue but definitely an issue) the night went on, we both got cravings and I ended up getting Coke again and stayed up for over 24 hours and now I’m feeling just very upset with myself and the progress I have made and for letting both of us down to the point that we’re back to square one and I pray I don’t got through the withdrawals I had before my slip up. Pleased, anyone just tell me I can do this and I don’t have to fall back down that hill again . Feeling very sad and disappointed