I don't know what is going on with me anymore.

Hey all, so for the last 2 months now, something hasn't been right.

Almost every day, my stomach is fighting with me even worse than it usually does.

Pretty much every day, I have had this feeling like something is laying in my stomach, like I ate way too much, even if I didn't eat anything at all. However, at the same time, I'll feel very hungry too. On top of that, I'll have these waves where it feels like my stomach turned inside out.

I have also been swinging wildly between being so constipated I can hardly get anything out for a few days, then having diarrhea for the next few days. I wouldn't doubt that's my IBS though.

On top of all of this, allergy levels in my area are rising pretty high, and it's really unusual for this time of year. As a result, my histamine intolerance is acting up again, and it's pretty bad.

I ate some jasmine rice cooked in beef broth tonight, and it hit me like a brick. I felt like I was going to be sick for an hour after eating it. It's been 2 hours now, and I feel like I'm going to have diarrhea still, and every time I burp, it's so strong it's making me nauseous.

My psychiatrist prescribed me Buspar to help with my anxiety a month ago, and I have yet to take it because of how sick to my stomach I've already felt every day since then. I know I need to at least try it, but I'm just so worked up lately, I just haven't been able to bring myself to take it.

I really don't know what's going on anymore, and why this all keeps getting worse. I know I should speak to a doctor about this, but with my agoraphobia, I'm not going to get any answers over a video visit. I need tests done.

Everything just feels overwhelming lately.