I helped a female friend shave her legs and pussy before she went on a date

This was in college, her and I had been friends since we were freshman and this happened our junior year. I was 21 and completely inexperienced and pretty awkward around women, which she knew (we had had convos about how I should talk to women / her attempting to be my wingman).

So she got asked out by a guy on our college’s hockey team, she was pretty excited about it and I acted kinda jealous (honestly I was kinda bitchy) because I did have a little crush on her. She asked me if I’d help her pick out something to wear that he’d like which I awkwardly agreed to do. and as she tried on outfits I did notice she had some hair on her legs which I pointed out. She shrugged and said she was gonna wait till just before the date to shave so she’d be “very smooth” for him, which I… audibly gulped at.

The rest of the time I was helping then got very quiet and awkward , we weren’t joking like our normal selves anymore. After I helped her select an outfit I was planning to leave when she stopped me and then asked if I wanted to shave her legs for her. To be honest I hadn’t been thinking that, (and I wasn’t super into the idea ) but I said yes cause… it meant getting to touch her. She went to the bathroom and brought out a towel, shaving cream , her razor and a cup of water and had changed into booty shorts. She told me how she liked to shave her legs and then… I did it for her. We didn’t speak as I did it, it was this silent erotic thing, she looked kinda turned on / powerful as I helped groom her. I finished shaving her legs and she had me wash her legs off. She then very casually said “I’m gonna sleep with him tonight.” And stood up and while holding her shorts said “I need to be smooth there too.” While looking at me, her essentially asking me to do it without saying it.

I pulled down her shorts and she pulled down her underwear and I was suddenly staring at her naked from the waist down. She directed me on what to do,what to touch, she didn’t let me touch her intimately even if she was inches from my face. It felt like it took an hour, I’d glance up at her and her face was pure power, turned on that I was doing this for her. After I finished she told me she had to take a shower and thanked me for my help, taking some of the water her pubic hair and shaving cream was in and rubbing it across my lips. She smiled and showed me the door.

I never asked her if she did get fucked that night and we never did anything like this again. It was fun but… it did ruin our friendship, we never hung out by ourselves ever again.

I often wonder if she told anyone I shaved her for her date, it was a real turn on but I was pretty embarrassed about it too.