These last few days of the Iddah are so so hard

Ineed to get this off my chest:

My third cycle is coming to an end, and these days are the hardest part of the divorce. It’s even harder than when I asked for it. Deep down, I know it was the best decision for both of us. He agreed. We didn’t try to make things work during the iddah. In fact, no one from his family even reached out.

Yes, the end is coming… but it’s so hard emotionally. I feel like I don’t deserve to be sad since I was the one who asked for it.