Woke up feeling really sad

Went to the fair last night and all I saw were couples. Mostly couples in their teens and early 20s. It was so hard watching them enjoy each other, having fun while being together. It’s just so unfair. I’m in my mid 20s and I’ve never been in a relationship. I guess I must be hideous because this shit is not normal. Why do I not get to have something that almost everyone else has or had? I’ve never been kissed, never had sex, never done shit.

Even though I went with a group of friends, I ended up being the third wheel yet again. I got ignored in every conversation and they barely engaged with me or made eye contact. It makes me feel like I’m not wanted by anyone. Like I’m just completely undesirable and my existence on this earth was a fucking mistake.