Not sure if I'm gay

I've pretty much been single my whole life lol had 1 girlfriend but ended it for low libido reasons. I dont really find men attractive. But woman turn me on soooo much. But when I see a big hard dick it turns me on alot. But only the dick itself. Something about it just makes me want to play with it and suck it.But I dont find any other part of the male body attractive except maybe the smoothness of the skin if its a twink lol. When I see guys, I'm mainly thinking about what their dick looks like. I think I may be obsessed with dicks because mine is smaller. But like even seeing my own dick hard turns me on. Does anyone feel similar?