Trying to find a church in Portland Oregon

Hi, I was listening to the Agni Parthene theotokos and had a vision of kissing the lords feet. I wept and wept. My whole body was shaking. I long to be near the lord but I am scared to be led away from him by this path or that because my longing is so great. So I stay by myself where I feel close to him. Is there an Orthodox Church in Portland Oregon that is good? Are they really all In communion with each other? I’m ignorant.