Ex had me use the stick shift on his car, now i only drive manual cars because of him

I saw another girl post about her gearshift (i call it stick shift) so i figured I'd write my experience

Growing i had a pretty abusive first bf who was older then me, he always had the fantasy of me riding and masterbating on his stick shift of his car, i'm not sure if he saw it in a porn or just heard about it but it was something he talked about all the time.

One night we were having an argument in his car, and he kept threatening to break up with me, i was so desperate at the time to stay with him that i told him i'd do anything to stay together. So then he told me the only way he would keep dating me is if i played out his fantasy of fucking myselg on his stick shift. I was so desperate to stay with him i agreed to do it. There were so many mixed emoties, i remember crying, cumming and then crying some more.

When i was finally of age and able to get my own car, i had to decide on manual vs automatic and felt the need to pick a manual car almost for the sole purpose that i would be able to fuck myself on the stick shift if i ever wanted to again.

Needless to say i often fucked myself with my stick shift, it took me back to my experience with him, whether thats good or bad.

Now i also only lease cars, so what also turns me on is knowing i'm fucking myself countless times with the stick shift before turning it in and then knowing someone else is going to have that car and use the stick shift and they had no idea how many times its been in my pussy and i've cum on it

Girls do yourself a favor and get a manual car!