I couldn’t care less anymore about everything

I got to a point where i just don’t care about anything anymore. Another war? Another country bombed?

People calling me, business failing and doing the worst that it has ever been, i genuinely just do not care anymore.

Lately i have just been staring at the wall all day.

I tried for so many years to be better, looked my best, did everything for everyone, i was mad and sad and cried all day for a long time, everyone fucking me over, the constant deaths in my family, loosing my parents at a young age.

Being abused as a child and then getting no help when i tried. No one ever taking me seriously.

It just all doesn’t matter anymore and i am numb.

I don’t want anything in this life anymore just for it to end.