Ugh. If only I had time to read Jung-

What can I say? Well, I'm probably one of the victims of reading stereotyped functions, leading me to be an INTJ, then ENFP and right now, I THINK, I'm INTP, but I need a more confident answer. I'll try to explain my perceiving and judging functions, if I can-

I can confidently say that I'm a Ne user. When I was a kiddo, around 8-12 years, I LOVED creating new characters just for fun! They were mostly in different franchises, like in some sort of anime and games. Right now, I do not do that, since I have plenty of them already, and not all of them are written properly in my opinion.

Later, if I started writing characters, I used them in my lab: Imagine a baby (character) as a seed. It has its' DNA and it's a rose. Now, put them in some sort of environment - maybe it's perfect for roses or it lacks something, like the enough amount of water to consume by rose. Plant it and wait. The way the Rose is growing and adapting is the same way people do! Or they might not be able to adapt at all, it happens as well. The thing is, Rose everytime grows differently with different mindset, interests and even hobbies! With this method, I try to understand how people growed to become like this. Some people hate conflicts - why? Some people always find bad aspects of things and point it out all the time - why? Some did X - why? But recently, I started to write it a bit differently. I see a character, their today's data, and try to explain to myself how that character has formed into what they are now. Basically the same as the lab method, but different.

Ne dominants are often described as the one who dislikes structure, limits and etc (due to Si inf), but that's opposite of me. I LOVE structures. My example is schedule. When I was in 6th grade, I had much free time before I go to school. And I hated it. I had often wasted time in some useless things. When I changed schools later, I was so happy I got a busy schedule. It makes me more comfortable, since I know what will I do most of my free time. That aspect is also with me around people. My mom has a problem - she wants her people to understand her needs without a word. And I dislike hints - why can't a person say it out loud forwardly? And that leads to some little conficts.

In school, I think I could say that I was a little bit different than other kids. In any classes, I needed to know how it works. When I started to put down my "ideal" complex, I started not care about my grades, but more about how things work. And technically, it's still present now. "Why does it work? How exactly does it work? Is there any key points in it's work?" and etc.

I have my rules for myself, there are just few of them, but still. For example, "if a person will do something immoral, they're not my person". That includes anyone, even parents or friends. People are just people, my closeness should not be considered in it. If I emphasize to a defendant in a conflicts, it's mostly due to context, since it's important, really! And my empathy goes towards anyone, sometimes even to someone it isn't deserved. When there were arguments about Mizuki's gender (mizu5...), I was stating "I understand where your transphobia goes from, I get it, but..." or something like that. When I typed myself as ENFP, and my friend typed themselves as INFJ, they always were more rude or just straightforward, while I was still sympathizing a person. They later typed themselves as ISTJ. One problem tho, in stress I often try to serve people and hide my problems or discomfort. That's my problem :( I want my close people to vent to me, but if they would, I KNOW I will have not the best words to tell as an advice. I don't really understand people in some cases. I had a little silly conflict with my classmate, their problem was that I got in the conflict because they wanted to scream at someone, and the perfect someone was me. Whenever I said "if you have X, do Y, because Z", they were not listening and denying everything. To be honest, think about me the way you want, but don't twist my words brochacho 😭.

Anyway, what do you guys think? I got, like, in 7 tests INTP and also typed by 2 AI bots. "Oh, Axon, you can't type yourself just by these unreliable tools!" I know! I started tests as fun and these bots because technically my bf got ISTJ and "it's accurate". So idk. That's why I ask my fellow humans to help me type myself. Any questions? Free feel to ask! If I'm mistyped in your opinion, please give me great arguments. Also, my friend ISTJ tells me that Ti function,.especially as a dominant, changes people's behavior. Technically, they tell me I'm ENFP and not INTP/ENTP.