I can't handle high doses but wanna trip

so yesterday for the 3rd time i took shrooms first time i took 2 didnt real notice anything just got distracted easliy then i took 2.5 same thing so yesterday i took 6g and i was just gone my walls were melting so much it felt like i took acid not shrooms everything was fuzzy my vision couldnt focus i couldn't stand i was scared so i curled up in my bed for a good 2 hours of the high then i convinced myself everything was ok and then i went outside it was the most amazing thing ever so i wanna do that again today i took 6 yesterday ik i should wait for my tolerance but i wanna re dose is like 4.5 good for what i want