Any advice where I can find littles as a 23 yo living in Africa ?

I'm a caregiver and a little nervous about putting my self online cuz of creeps but in my country the idea of age regression is non existent. I've come across it in fiction, I know its going to be different when it's irl but I really want to try it.

I really like children but most of all I like comforting and bringing peace and rest to people. I think it's what makes age regression compelling. It's a fully grown adult giving them self variable to you to be taken care of. And the trust is so beautiful in this messed up world, It really brings me happiness when I see a little well taken care of and happy, with out worry.

I just want to experience the feeling. Even if it's just to talk, I would really like some advice on how to find online little

My English is not perfect sorry if I confused you