Just turned 20 and found out egg count is almost zero, unsure how to feel

Was told to post here from infertile sub,I’ve just turned 20, I’m a trans man pre anything and also overweight, this is important in a bit.

I haven’t ever really wanted kids but I know my mind can change in the future. I was looking into egg freezing before I start testosterone in case I change my mind and I went in for my second appointment today only to find out I’d need at least 5 courses of treatment to get a single chance of a viable egg and I’d also have to loose a large amount of weight before even trying. I’ve been trying to loose weight since I was 12. And having to go through all of that would stress me out immensely.

I genuinely don’t know how to feel. I’m not distraught but I’m not happy either.