First time rpfing. Kinda feral.

Okay so! Been in fandom for 11 years now and somehow never was on the rpf train. I mean, there were celebrity couples I found to be cute together but it was never on the same level of hyper fixation on fictional ships from a show. Anyways, I’ve been obsessed with heated rivalry with the rest of the world and…I’m not only obsessed with Shane and Ilya but also Hudson and Connor.

I’m like…malfunctioning. How do yall do this? HOW DO YALL DO THIS?? I feel like I’m on hardcore drugs. I feel insane. Every new picture or video or article that has something to do with them, I’m all over it. I’m reading rpf! Im making rpf mood boards, I’m making rpf somed aus. I’m opening docs to WRITE rpf. What is this and why have I denied myself the joys of this feeling for so long?

I always thought the 1D and kpop people were kinda out of it but I get it now…I totally get now. I’m sorry for doubting you.