need a salaha guys

Subha sayantram.

nenu na btech final year lo unna. 1 month lo college aipoddi. 2 years nunchi naku oka ammayi ante istam. parichayam undi, 2 months nunchi project and career param ga inkonchem close ayyam. nenu physical ga height takkuva unta, super fit kadu, but 4 months nunchi workout chestunna so fit gane unta. innallu confess cheyyadaniki dhairyam saripoledu, endukante malli ekkada friendship padavutundi emo (naku proper friend circle ledu, so unnavallani kapadukovali ani oka alochana anthe), bad impression vasthadi emo, creepy untadi emo (yes, i'm an introvert and I overthink). and, tana ideal man checklist lo unna qualities na lo anni levu. ee reasons valla innallu agipoya. kani, ivala enduko anipinchindi tanaki cheppeyali ani. because nenem neralu ghoralu cheyyale, istapadda anthe. so, pirikodi la undi, cheppadam manesi, tarvatha regret avvadam deniki..cheppedam ani fix ayya. ela react avtundo telidu, max that can happen is, worst case lo natho matladadm taginchestadi or manestadi. jivitam lo chala close people ne pogottukunna, chala daggara friendships poyinappude tattukoni nilabadda...so na mental health ki em kadu, okavela badha padina, konnalle kada, kani tanaki cheppaledu anna regret naku undakudadu ane anukuntunna. asalu nijangane istapaddana? leda just attraction or fomo na ani chala nelalu ga alochistunna, kani, em chesina mind lonchi povatle... nenu manchodine. relationship ante entha paddati ga undalo anni telsukunna, ee thokkalo situationships lanti concepts naku chiraku, relationship ante serious ga undali ani na feeling. inthavaraku oka serious relationship lo aithe lenu. em cheyyalo ardham kavatledu. asala na thoughts meeda na situation meeda oka clarity kuda ledu. mee pov's or experiences or salahalu iste naku kasta clarity ostadi emo ani ikada post chestunna. chadivinanduku thanks, clumsy ga undi emo sorry, unna thoughts anni dump chesesa.