This is me trying(hard not to cry)

Quite alone on a starry night, I decree, I watch the stars with hope of who I could be. I dream of the good my life could see, And beg the darker thought to leave me free.

Yet fate betrays my quiet plea- The bright one fades, the dark roots in me. And as the sky keeps shining high… My eyes give in, and fill with tears I can’t deny.