Is it weird?

Is it weird I have been thinking about what it would be like to wear a dress or a skirt? The last time I had to wear one was for graduation and I was made to by my parents. Swore I never would again. But now at 32 and years of T, passing fully and easily as a masculine man, I think about wearing one again in private and maybe panties. And fully embracing what I ran so hard from. Wow.