First removal appointment on 3/9, having second thoughts due to cost

Just looking for advice/opinions I guess…thank you in advance.

So I have an appointment on Monday, 3/9 to start the removal process on two of my tattoos that I hate. They’ve been bothering me for 10 years and I truly truly want them gone.

I’m a stay-at-home-mom, and while my husband makes enough for us to live comfortably, we don’t have a tonnnn left over.

I feel really selfish and ashamed of all the money I’m about to spend on tattoo removal. :( Should I cancel and learn to live with my mistakes? I can’t stop thinking about all the things we could do with this money. Feels bad man.