17f looking for long-term online friends:>

hellooo! im 17F and im bad at socializing irl so im trying this instead. im socially anxious so I always overthink everything I send but I care a lot about real connections. I want actual long-term friendship. and im really into films (2000s vibes, psychological/unhinged stuff, horror) and for music I like the Beatles, the smiths, elliott smith, jeff Buckley, mitski, fiona apple, smashing pumpkins, Kimya Dawson, MCR, ptv, laufey, Billy Joel, the velvet underground, the doors, oasis, the rolling stones, David Bowie, Jim croce, etc(I've started listening to screamo lately and I really like Told not to worry, Orchid, suis la lune, In loving memory, I hate sex and I hate myself) If you send me a good song I will emotionally attach to you XD. also I do draw, write, love plants, animals, bugs, random science facts and deep talks about life because it will make me emotional.....idk and I'd say I would be so quiet in call because I get shy a lot and yes only at first but once I’m comfortable I talk a lot. I'd like to make friends with you guys!!! :)) I'm so excited to meet new people! (pls only peppe around my age)