you ever wonder how women are attracted to men

as a certified SYM (sensitive young man), i may seem gay on the surface. most of my friends are women, despite my constant daydreaming of passionate male friendship. the rest are gay men, whose sexual attraction i often mistake for such intense brotherhood. i even have, at many points, been accused of being "fembrained", to the point of a trans man being convinced for a week that i was a masking FTM.

there is not, however, a single homosexual bone in my body. save for 8th grade, in which i got an intrusive thought in PE about reaching into my best friend's pants and jerking him off, i have never had gay thoughts or been able to find a man attractive.

how do women do it though? how do you wake up at ur bed and theres just some guy there? how do you cuddle with someone who has body hair? how do you kiss someone with a beard? what about the fact they just have these massive meat sausages hanging in between their legs awkwardly and also full of hair? mmmh