Holi doesn’t feel like Holi anymore

So before anyone saying ki phone chord bhar nikal, let me tell you guys it’s not because it’s because of the people . I don’t have any friends left in my society anymore all old friend are gone and the families who replace their families have small children . It’s just it’s like Holi is not fun anymore (for me). I used to so excited for Holi and subha 6 baje uth kar I used to fill water balloons and then me and my friends turn Holi into a war which was so much fun , uske baad we eat so many Holi stuff like pakode,chips etc and shaam Tak bus masti karte thai.Phele bag wali pichkadi leke dosto ke sath khelna ka sapna tha but now pichkadi toh le sakte ho but dost kaha se lao.Anyways guys I wish you a very happy Holi enjoy it with your friends and family.