Holi wala depression 🥲🌧️

Bhai I am pissed, I have been for the past many years. I've grown up and that's horrible kyunki bc abb holi nai khell saktey, not that abb khelene ko mana karte ha nope nope but cousins me nani ke yaha anna band kar diya aur mere yaha I've got no body, family me koi ni khelta and at this very moment Ghar ke Bahar kisi random college ke ladke beer peke holi khell rahey hai. Beer. Holi. Random sadak. Dosto ke sath. Koi daar nai dunia ka, mai Ghar me hu phone pe scroll kar Rahi hu PERIODS bhe horey ha aur koi dost nai.

School khatam ho gaya aur uske sath dostiyan bhe, girls wala school tha boys and girls buildings separate. Phele bhot ghuma karti the scooty pe but abb bhot bura lag raha ha cause wo enough nai tha, wo time mental health kharab the ya me he laudi the jo padhi nai aur anxiety me school bhot kam gai, bhot regret ha haar cheez ka abhe.

Mere pass koi dost nai (abb bahar dhool bajj raha ha ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ ) ladkiyan nai khelti khulke holi hum nai ja saktey ekk dusre ke ghaar aur mere ghar ke bhahar log dance aur enjoy kar rahey ha.

Holi bachpan se favourite ha, mughe bhe khelni ha holi yaar 😭

Abb Rona a gaya to lead pe full volume karkey reels dekhugi taaki bahar ke avag ma aye 😞☝🏽

Meri rant padhne keliye thanks guys and happy Holi to boys and little kids :)