anyone here that wants to talk?

i feel really alone in healing and i wanna talk to someone if anyone's open to it? (and how trauma work?)

i dunno, i feel like i have a hard time accepting it and learning more about myself. my therapist said i am experiencing ptsd symptom but something i don't understand is how two people in a similar situation - one experiences trauma/ptsd, and the other doesn't? like everyone have different reactions to it (i do understand biologically, everyone is different)