I fantasize about being feminized and taken

I’m a guy. I adore women. But I also have a girl side that comes out when I need to escape the stress and pressure of masculine life. I put on one piece swimsuits and skirts and thigh highs and fantasize about being feminized. I fantasize about putting on a wig and looking in the mirror to see a cute girl rather than a guy. I fantasize about being on all fours, having my suit pulled to the side, and being railed from behind and forced to climax and told I’m a good girl. I just want to feel pretty and desired sometimes, you know?