I want to take drop next year , suggest kuch institutes😭

okay 17f here(SERIOUSLY) So I am taking jee ka coaching since 6th standard. 11th was bs personal reasons which includes bullying yata yata. So I did not go to college much In 2nd year. I prepared for less than a month properly for jee scored 89 percentile. my parents kinda give shit to me cuz THEIR GOLDEN CHILD IS NOW AVG but ya my dad advised to take a drop. I don't want to go to sree chai or parayana. Which are the colleges my dad is suggesting. please pitch in and also how is Allen or pw??