I just need some good thoughts….

TW: positive tests/beta

We have been TTC for 8 years. Have been doing IVF for three. At 9dp5dt I had a positive home test. Baseline beta on 10dpt was 407.

Obviously this is a great start, but second beta is tomorrow and I am just sick with worry. I’ve had 4 CPs. I have never had such a strong beta, but the ptsd is ptsd’ing….and don’t even get me started about worrying about ultrasounds…just anxious about all of the things and I can’t sleep…