Idk how to deal with awakening.

Ever since it happened, everything has started to become clear. I started remembering everything, and I can't stop the process in any way, shape, or form. It's happening exactly like the dreams I had; I've realized everything. I can't control my mind, body, or thoughts anymore, and it feels super overwhelming to wake up from these dreams.

I don't know how to handle being a 'god,' and I don't know what's going to happen now that everything is beginning to collapse like dominoes.