i dont find anything interesting

after all my friends left me it feels like life has no point i dont find anything interesting yesterday to cheer me up my parents bought me things but i didnt feel anything i just acted as if im happy. I always think of dying or killing myself but i think abt my parents , i just cant live in this cruel world . Whats the point of life marry have kids and die , dying is the ultimate reality, everything is just boring , it feels like im just living and ntg else.

Idk what life is anymore